What is one thing you have lost in life that you would bring back if you could?
I would have to say I wish I could bring back my best friend Jenny. She committed suicide a year ago this past Feb . It was a total shock to each and every one of us. And the saddest part is she left 3 young children behind. My heart breaks to know they have to grow up without her. We had some very special times together. She was also there for the birth of both of my sons. Was the god-mother to my oldest. We sure had some great times. I miss her more and more everyday. We had a very stupid fight and hadn't talked in almost a year. I tried to talk to her but she just wasn't ready to hear from me. It breaks my heart cause I had so many things I wanted to say and make things better. I know we can not bring back someone who has passed on, but I sure can dream cant I... Miss Piggy (her nickname) if you looking down on me today, I love and miss you a great deal. You meant the world to me.
Ok sorry to get so depressing on here but that is the one thing I would love to be able to bring back.
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Very sad...sorry for your loss.
I had a friend die a year ago. I didn't find out until 9 months after he died. He was someone I almost married twice, but I luckily came to my senses. (He had major issues) He never married and was a strnge kind of loner - he never even had a phone - he would call me once a month or so from a pay phone at his work or a hotel where he may be living. (Never had a place either) We became good friends during these past 29 years . . . He never married. I think I must have been his one love - though he never really said so. Then I noticed one day that he hadn't called in months and I started to worry. I knew his brother's name and the town he lived in so I called information and I was so scared asking them about him. I knew that he would either be in jail or dead because he ALWAYS called me. I didn't know which one was worse . . . It turned out he was dead and had been for 9 months. Funny, I just went and talked to his tombstone on my lunch today and then I read your blog. My friend didn't technically commit suicide but 50 years of hard living I am sure is what weakened his heart. You have been so sweet with your comments on my stuff on 2 peas, I just wanted to reach out and tell you I understand. My name is Debbie2327 on 2peas.
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